Bone Dead

Apparently, I owe my parents $800, because they fucked up on my taxes and labeled me as an independent. If I would have done my own taxes, I would have done this regardless. Anyway, my dad called me the other day and told me that he wants me to send him a check or whatever, because it’s their money and they deserve it. It wasn’t a call about how I was doing, though I’m sure he put his few words of pretend care to avoid that side, it was a collection call. Keep in mind that these are the parents that fucked me over in losing my scholarship and having a home. Sure, they blame me for not continuing my education, but I didn’t want to go in the first place. And, I would still be going had I still had a home. After I packed my belongings, my father mentioned that my stepmom thought I would stay. Even if I did, I still wouldn’t have a home whenever that one sold. My revenge will be sweet. When I’m a rich, famous writer, I’ll act as if I don’t know them. They obviously don’t know me.

I actually was going to give them the money. Money means nothing to me. Material items used to until I got a job. All that matters to me is my writing. That being said, I do actually need the money, since I have no job. I’m looking, but I hear the economy sucks or something. I still probably will give them the money, if only to spite them, but not until after I have a job.

In other news, I played guitar at Stardust today. I have a crush on one of the girls that works there, though she wasn’t there today. She probably has a boyfriend, and I don’t really want a relationship, but it’s something to get me to go out and write slash partially be social.

Tomorrow marks the start of NANOEDMO. I’m going to edit my second novel. It will probably suck. I hope it doesn’t. My first one really sucks. I don’t know, if I’ll ever get around to rewriting it. I really love the concept, but I’ve been writing a lot of plays and 58 word stories and actually writing poetry I find to be not so bad. I need to type it up, so I’ll be doing this on the computer. I still plan on writing new stuff, though. So, I don’t know how it will pan out. I’m hoping I edit it as I type it up, instead of doing it afterward. I suppose I’ll see. It probably sucks really really bad. I know it does.